My intention with this blog is to tell my stories from the insanity of the last few years. If it looked painful from the outside wait ’till you pull back the curtain! Shit. Got. Weird.

I’ll get into my life post-rehab and what it’s like trying to work on my addictions, how I live with chronic pain/illness/messy-brain-glitches and how the fuck-sticks I ended up living here in this tiny village in Italy and basically becoming a wandering gypsy!

I’m not here to tell you how you can heal and improve your own life because WTF do I know? I’m just some random chick who’s been through a lot of weird shit and is narcissistic enough to write about it! I just want to give a voice to my trauma and hope that my words say something that someone needed to read. Maybe that leads to compassion, understanding or support. Maybe you’ll just gasp and think…”Oh! Her poor mother/father/boyfriend/brother…”, and shake your head. Which you will…a lot.

In time, I will get to creating musical and visual art from my experiences because generally that’s how I like to express myself but for now I will simply write in the hopes it will help me process who I am, how I got here and what the fucksicles happens next…